Day 1

Sure enough, I'm very aware that I shouldn't drink. I decided it was a good idea to talk to my ex. Talking led to flirting and then to confessing feelings that should be long gone by now. I don't know why I continuously do this to myself. I shouldn't even be friends with him. Anyways, while drinking, I made a fool of myself. I'm feeling a little embarrassed now and we'll see how starting over will do me.